When people ask what you want, and you reply “nothing”, is it the truth? Do you say “nothing” and then have hundreds of “wants” appear in your head as you fake a smile?

Or do you say “nothing”, only because the person who is offering to buy you something, cannot afford it?

My boyfriend asks me what I want because he always wants to buy me something and usually, at the time he asks, it usually is in fact, nothing. Although, after saying it, and some minutes pass, i start thinking about what i want.

Sure, majority of the time i do say nothing because I’d rather him save his money for his future rather than spend his money on me and buy me something that i want right now but dont exactly need or want in the future. He’s such a sweetheart. But even when i do tell him what i want, he forgets anyway.

I went to sleep thinking about what I want in regards to buying the tangible.

Waterproof camera, a PU leather jacket (because real ones are too expensive, lol), the babydoll sword a and the 8 piece Cloud buster sword.

As to date, those are the only things that i can recall that I’ve really wanted but had never gotten. The cheapest would have to be the jacket, but i’m just picky with the style and design so that’s one reason why that want has never been achieved.

 

Do you think when the times comes when you really want “nothing” and mean it, would it mean you’re truly happy with the things you have? Tangible wise, anyway? By that time, maybe only the things where “its the thought that counts” will truly begin to mean something instead of bringing that little spark of disappointment when you receive a gift.

I know i got those feelings. That disappointment part. Although happy with what i got, the disappointment feelings are still there. Not sure why as I wouldnt know what i want anyway.

 

…Guess that just comes as being a woman? Indecisive but takes everything anyway.

 

…Im so bored T.T

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